A-la-la-la-la-long

Its almost 1am and What do i do? i take pictures of myself! :P

"A la la la la long, a la la la la long long li long long long, C'mon, A la la la la long, a la la la la long long li long long long" 

Sigh. Im bored. :| It’s 12:42 AM. I can’t sleep because I drank 3 cups of coffee and ate about 5 bars of chocolate. Why? Well because it’s our Botany Lab Mid Term Examination later and I was planning to study all night but you see, the words “Studying” and “Roshayne” should never ever be used in the same sentence. I’m just not the type of student who studies a lot. I mean, I may not be able to perfect the exam but I do get good grades. It’s just not remarkably high because I’m really..

really..

really..

 lazy.

It’s a good thing that college isn’t all about that. You see, One of the reasons why I really like going to school is because of my insane and fun-loving classmates. Pharma 1-D!   Some are crazy and loud while others are quiet and shy. There are those who finds every opportunity to crack up jokes while some are just too timid but though they’re very different, I consider all of them  perfect in their own kind of way. Whenever I’m with them, I always end up gasping for air because obviously, it’s hard to breathe when you’re laughing like a crazy hyena. It’s like they put colorful rainbows and unicorns in my otherwise, colorless and unicorn-less college life. I don’t exactly know what I mean by saying “unicorn-less” but lets just all pretend that what I said made sense, Okay?

If you’ve read my previous posts, you probably know that another reason why I go to school is because of Ezekiel. I really do mean it when I say that I like him a lot. I think about him -- day, night and every single second in between. You can’t blame me, I mean It’s kind of impossible not to admire someone so perfect. I wonder.. if he would be able to read my blog, how would he react? Would he be afraid? creeped out? or flattered? I have this undying desire to know how he would feel about it but the thing is, I’m too scared to find out. I just wish that I had the courage to send him a link to my blog and show him how crazy I am for him but I fear that he might find it creepy and that he would avoid me. If only I was brave enough.

Now, that we’re talking about Ezekiel. Let me give you an update on my life as a so-called “stalker”. There’s bad news. Actually, the term “bad” is an understatement. It’s not just “bad”, it’s horrendous! It makes me want to crawl under a rock and cry like a newborn baby.

You see, A lot of people have told me that he kinda likes this certain girl. I don’t want to mention her real name. So, why not call her.. Ezekiela. Hahaha. Caffeine must have a really bad effect on my thinking cause I can’t come up with a better name. I looked her up on twitter and facebook. She’s actually really pretty and I found out that she’s also a scholar, so I guess she’s intelligent.

Do I dislike her? Of course not! 

Am I insecure? Not really.

Am I jealous?  Yeh. :( 

After reading her tweets, I discovered that she also likes Ezekiel. Their feelings are mutual, to state the obvious -- He likes her and she likes him in return.  While I'm stuck in the insignificant corner.

Now, instead of feeling all sad and jealous. I think I should just end this post because it’s 1:15am. Just 5 hours before my exam and I haven't had any sleep yet nor reviewed any of my lessons. Still hoping to get good grades, Wish me luck! ;)