It's already the second semester of my first year as a Pharmacy Student! After this, i only have 6 more semesters to go. "BS Pharmacy" was never my first choice. Honestly speaking, It's not even in my list of choices. Now that i have tried it, i actually like it. I can say that i'm very interested in it but you see, that's exactly the problem.
The problem is I'm "INTERESTED" in Pharmacy. I don't love it, I'm not passionate about it, i'm simply just interested in it and as we all know, there's a huge difference between interest and passion. It would probably take forever for me to finish writing all my interests since i like a lot of things. But passion?
Passion is what i need, Passion is what i desire and Passion is something that i could spend my entire life trying to find but the thing is, I'm afraid. I'm afraid of disappointing my dad, I'm afraid that i might fail, I'm afraid to end up with nothing, I'm afraid that what i may find will not be in accord with the will of God, I'm afraid of not being good enough, I'm afraid of so many things that even the fact that i'm afraid already scares me!
I'm a coward. Nothing but just a coward.
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true faith conquers fear.. have faith and no fear. if God is for us, nothing can stand against us :)
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